Today went sch0ol in the morning and saw damien on the way to sch0ol at the LRT. Nothing much happened today in class . Only got a small tiff over oral stuff with Jinzhao. small case . Oh ya ! know something . wish you both last long ! (: you know who I'm refering to. ;D
after sch0ol had oral . Guess it's going to be a F for that ! OMG ! after oral went to CLC r0om there with Marcus and s0on later Sumui join us after her oral . BABY was having his social studies workshop. (: marcus , sumui and me were busying guessing the password for the d0or to open as we wanted air-con so badly ! haha . After quite sometime , patrick came . and sumui left. lols .But Gurjeet came and open the do0r for us . haha! thanks yea ! but s0on later the teacher found out and nagged at us . :P PS! no long later , kok leong came and marcus left with kok leong . left me and patrick . so we started to study . after ard 20mins , patrick wanted to go home. And I was like . "UHS !!! den ben how ?"
Patrick said "ask him go home himself." :S so hesitated awhile , yeah . Maybe I should go home alone today without waiting for baby ba .
Texted baby , and left the sch0ol.

maybe he was right , I got no own social circle. All I have is those few friends in my class, and indeed in my life. That's all . What is the most important factor for a friend ? TRUST?! In my class , only a few I recognise as close fwen. Only just that few. Not because I'm not social . Is that , they didn't give me the impression "g0od pple" . What ifb they used me for thier own g0od ? I had gone through it before and I had already lost trust in them . Just like, someone had lied to you , you forgave them the 1st time, but they did it again and again . this kind ofb fwen worth it ?

So I shared this with my mum , and at first she say "like that pple who done something wrong jiu no friend le ?" and I said , "they deserve it ! , who ask them wanted to do wrong things repeatly." plus "ifb you agree to make a big social circle, what ifb matthew keep follow a group ofb pple who everyday sits at the void deck with chopper and knife ? big social circle marhs, will you let him be with his so call "fwens ?" " and she answer : "no" .
and she gave a u-turn and said something and asked me to think through it and which had led me to negative thoughts. but its not going to affect my life. However, I still begged her to tell me . but she just asked me to think about it myself of what she is trying to say. And I guess I knew wad she is trying to say. Is just that she did not wan to hurt my feelings. So she decided not to say it. and I had only shared it with my SUMUI . and I ended my conversation with great DESPAIR !
This few days shall calm myself down ba . my matters had whirl my mind up !


anybody WEEKENDS wanna go anywhere like SHOPPING , SCROLL AT THE BEACH , CYCLING , BASKETBALL , FISHING, WHATEVER ! CAN JUST BRING ME ALONG WITH YOU ?