Another person who I worried about is my brother. He have been experiencing failed relationships recently and each an every failed relationship he had he would also want to get himself drunk and keep having the thoughts of dying. I don't know should I blame all his girlfriend for breaking up with him. But most importantly, I wish I could change his thoughts and thinking. So he would not have much negative thoughts.

Apparently, my relationship are stable which I think now is the only thing which is perfect in my life. Though sometime we have small tiff, but I still glad that my boyfriend is so caring towards me and also protecting me whenever he can. Now I wish my family can get back to what it use to be. A quiet and less quarrel environment. I'm glad that my boyfriend promised me that next time after marriage, he would stay faithful to me and he also want me to assure him that I would stay faithful.

I just wish I had a happy family and not like keep on having quarrel everyday. I wish the near future can be a better one and hope that life would be better for everyone.

"A good girl is not a girl who will cause you to give up your life, but worth your life to protect her."

LI YAN ❤ LI GUANG
Always the one I teasure.

8:53 AM

Finally, today internship come to an end. Thanks all my in charge and colleagues who have me the farewell party yesterday. I'm so touched. Thank you so much for being part of my life journey. You all are great people. If I have the chance, I would choose to work with you all again. :) will miss all the fun and laughter we had together.

So next part of my life is going to be hectic! WHICH IS I HAVE TO SUBMIT MY WORKBOOK. I don't understand why my school want me to scan everything and upload the the web instead of handling up the workbook. Firstly, my laptop is giving me a password problem. Secondly, I don't have a scanner. Thirdly, I have to take out every single page to scan. Lastly, I need to travel to school alone to do the laptop thing. So annoying!

I guess I have to ask someone I accompany to school. If not I'm going to be freaking lonely. Shall ask if my friend who is still having lesson in school or not. So I could meet them and maybe go shopping after handling up everything? :) hahah.. 

Cameron highland with my mummy in 1more week time! And I'm going to relax for sure! I must make sure my mummy is also feeling better and relax for the 3 days. Just wanting to let her know that I will be there for her no matter what happened. She is important to me and she need to be happy so I could be happier. :)

LI YAN ❤ LI GUANG
Always the one I teasure.

7:38 AM

Thanks my precious darling boy for everything you had done for me for the past 4 and a half years. We grow up together and become mature together.You are the only one who knows me well and always giving in to me when we have a tiff. Also thank you for wanting to pamper me whenever you had the chance. Whatever I say which is nice or good, you would always ask me if I want so that you could buy for me. But HUBBY, remember our plan for our future. So we couldn't spend so much money okay? I know you are always the one who will be there for me when I need someone. Though now you are in camp and we can't go out to celebrate this great moment in our life, but I'm still glad that I had you, such a great boyfriend. Hopefully when you book out we could spend more time with each other! Needless to say, I had already treat you as my future HUSBAND. I LOVE YOU! :)

Wish you were next to me now so that I could cuddle with you. My precious boyfriend, please take care of yourself inside camp. Don't fall sick already, you are booking out soon. We are going to see each other soon so we cannot afford to fall sick. Precious boy, drink more water okays?

Internship is really coming to an end soon. And I have to be busying submitting my workbook. After that I could take a break from the busy shedule . Before school starts. Going to do some exercise. I have been growing some fats on my body for the last 4 months. Hahaha... Need to sweat them out soon. Maybe those fats are the reason why I keep falling sick during my internship. Hopefully after burning them, I would be healthier. ^^

Alright, shall stop here. Need to go buy some wrapping paper to wrap present and all the things which I haven done yet. 

LI YAN ❤ LI GUANG
Always the one I teasure.

7:40 PM

Didn't went to work on Monday as I'm feeling sick. Don't know why my body is becoming weak as I grow older. I wasn't that weak back then when I was still a kid. Probably I should blame the wisdom tooth or the change in environment? I can't imagine next time when after I get Married and have my own child do I still have the energy to survive. Probably not I guess.

So after my internship, I've planned bring my mummy for a shirt getaway to cameron highland. This time is with my mummy only. I guess it will be a good time for my mummy and me to take a deep breathe before all the problems comes back again.  I really hope that my mummy could feel better and also I would like go thank the government for giving us the $500 GST thing for people who earn less than $18k per year and is 21 years old. So I would have extra money to spend there after I had paying for my mummy's ticket and my ticket. We will be departing to cameron highland on the 30th of July. Hopefully it will be a good experience for my mummy who haven been going overseas for years already. Of course, I wished that my brother and my boyfriend could go with us. But too bad they have to serve NS. Probably 2 years later we could have a short getaway too? Like maybe Taiwan? Hahaha.. After 2 years maybe I could earn enough money to bring them go.

Alright, have to shop here. Going to sleep already. Tmr have to wake up early for work and also my boyfriend is going to book in tomorrow too. Hopefully, he could get better from his sickness and pass his IPPT on Wednesday so he could book out on Friday. Misses him much! XOXO!!

LI YAN ❤ LI GUANG
Always the one I teasure.

1:03 AM

LI YAN ❤ LI GUANG
Always the one I teasure.

11:35 PM