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Wednesday, March 27, 2013 ❤

On Monday, My mother, boyfriend and me had a trip to S.E.A Aquarium at Sentosa. It was AWESOME !
My boyfriend and me predicted that there won't be that much of people on a weekday and it is not a peak day, but our prediction was wrong. There is a lot of tourist there and the path is not quite spacious enough. But overall, I find that it's a very good place for family gathering, dating and also a good place for educational purpose.

When we arrived at there, we went to experience typhoon. It's like a room and there is a screen and we can really feel that we were sitting on the boat itself. When the screen show that the boat is moving, we could really feel the breeze and when the typhoon comes.

These are the photos that we took at the waiting area before we experience typhoon.

My boyfriend reading up some information.

My mother and me

At the entrance of the typhoon theatre

My boyfriend wants me to take photo of him.

After the typhoon experience, we went to a museum where there are a lot broken pieces of Porcelain that they have found in the sea. These are the pieces that when the shipwreck and the goods that they want to ship to the port were sink down to the bottom of the sea. I didn't take any pictures of that. I find that I'm not that kind of person who loves to see all these things and it doesn't attract me. :P

So, here are some picture of pirates and also how those people plan to ship their goods in the past.

My boyfriend love the guy without any shirt on. :P

So after everything, we proceed to see all the fishes in the aquarium.

my mum and all the sharks behind her.

Okays, these are some of the photos that we have taken there and I really have an enjoyable time at the S.E.A Aquarium. :) At least I am able to spend the last week of my holiday before my intership start with my 2 love. ILOVEYOU BOTH~

LI YAN ❤ LI GUANG

Always the one I teasure.

11:31 AM

Friday, March 22, 2013 ❤

It's kind of boring at home alone where we can do nothing but just watch television and surfing the net.
So when I was left alone at home I will play with my make ups, paint my nails and also watch videos. This is my recent hobbies. Usually I will bake something like muffins and cupcakes. But always when I bake, my family members don't want to eat. SO, I decided not to bake at home anymore. If it's special occasion I will bake. Usually I put on make up and take picture of myself, but today I didn't take any photos. Too lazy to take a photo and upload to my blog. It's a Friday ! It's a lazy day for everyone.

I have been watching a video and this is really nice. I really love it very much. It's a Beyonce super bowl 2013 halftime show. It's really nice. I always admire Beyonce so so much. Her singing and her dance is really great. and her make ups and everything looks so sexy and lovable. She really is a DIVA. Really love all her music video and also her live performance.

So this is what I did when I have nothing to do at home. :)

LI YAN ❤ LI GUANG

Always the one I teasure.

8:29 PM

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Yesterday boyfriend came over to my house and overnight. Recently he have been coming my house to stay overnight to keep me accompany and also spend quality time with me. As my internship is starting soon and he wants to accompany me now more often for compensating the following months of my internship. Lovely right?

So I have come out an idea of a "making card session" with him at my house where I provide him the materials and all he have to do is to make a card for me. And also I make a card for him. So this is the photos of what he have done.

What he wrote

The cover of the card

The inside of the card

So lovely right? He did this all by himself. I love it a lot. He told me that he felt depressed when he look at the card I made for him. He said that he find the card I made for him is much nicer than the card he made for me. Actually, I doesn't matter if the card is ugly, or what so ever. I think that it is purely nice and I rely like it from whatever he made and give it to me. :) as long as it is from him, I love it. :)
To tell the truth, when I wrote what he written in the card and also the effort to make it look nice, I drop a tears of joy. To me, it's touching. Really love it so much. :)
We may not be the beat couple, but for anything which he do it really make me feel so great. If there is another life, I would want to be his girlfriend and married to him.

LI YAN ❤ LI GUANG

Always the one I teasure.

2:15 AM

Tuesday, March 19, 2013 ❤

First of all, I want to say a belated HAPPY 4YEARS 2 MONTHS together with my boyfriend.

We been through all the ups and downs and all the love and concern that he showered me priceless and really lovely. I also want to use this chance to thanks my boyfriend for trying to be there when I'm troubled and also depressed. This boyfriend of mine always does not afraid of danger to be by my side. I love him for being really caring and all the things that he did for me. Thank you so so much.

Recently I have post so much things about family matters, marriage and all the planing for future. However, things which I doubt really made me have sleepless night which is why I always post my blog at night. Today, my parents quarreled again. What they are quarreling about is the same old thing. This really made me felt numb inside when I talk about the topic family. Family suppose to be "father and mother I love you" but what is a family to me now is "please stop quarreling, be kind and love one another". My father said something which hurted my mother so badly. If I were my mother, I would be really sad too.

I don't understand why there must be "divorce" in this world. Like if they decided to be together, they should love and be with each other for the rest of their life. What is the purpose of spending the sum of money to invite your family and friends to let them know that you are married and after a few decade of years later, spend a sum of money to divorce and start selling house and splitting up the money? And if they have kids, the kids will also suffered with them. For me, and as a child of theirs', it isn't proud to tell people that "I have family problems and I think soon my parents is getting a divorce." It's not easy mentally and it also will somehow affect me physically.

And why there is always reasons for them to file a divorce?

Isn't marriage supposed to be loving and caring for the rest of their life?

There are some questions which I really really don't understand why:

-Why get divorce when you decided to get married in the first place?

-Does the parents feel guilty for unable to give their child a proper family when they decided to file a divorce?

-Are they able to get their happiness and freedom once they divorce?

-Why the percentage of people filing divorce is so high?

-Will their regret of they file a divorce?

-Does lawyer ask them question on why they want to file a divorce and of the reason is nonsense will the divorce be approved?

ALL THE QUESTIONS ABOVE IS SOMETHING WHICH I REALLY WANT AN ANSWER.

Maybe I still don't understand why there is the presence of "divorce", but I really doesn't want my parents to divorce. I don't know when or will they divorce. But if they keep quarrel at this rate, I think one of them will file a divorce and end this.

It's really too much for me to even explain to a person who ask me what happened to your family.

I love children and I really doesn't love seeing them being hurted and feel unlove by parents. For myself, I promise myself to be a good mother when I have my own children and will try not to quarrel with my husband. So that my children will have a proper family.

Ending my post with a photo of my nails which I done today afternoon. It's a bit failed, but I think still presentable. :)

LI YAN ❤ LI GUANG

Always the one I teasure.

2:25 AM

Sunday, March 17, 2013 ❤

A DAY OUT TO A FRIEND'S 21ST BIRTHDAY CHALET (14 March 2013, Thurday)

Recently went to a friend's birthday chalet near Changi. Had a great time there. These photos were taken when my boyfriend and I were there. We didn't really took much photos. Because there were other friends of my friend there and it is kind of weird to take photo with my boyfriend at a friend's birthday chalet and not with the birthday guy. But I think this amount of photo taken is good enough for me. I always think that my boyfriend love taking photos with me and I don't know why. Always when I just want to take a self shot of myself, he would just come in and he wants to be in the picture. That was really lovely and I love it so much that he always wants to be every single photo when there is me. Look at him, he always look so great in all the photos. Okays, my camera app is a little to bright which did not show his deep dimple here.

So I had enjoyed myself even though is not my birthday. When we were there, we spend some precious time at the beach near the chalet before the BBQ starts and we mainly talk about our future. We are turning 21 years old this year and he shared his planning about our future. And I'm going to share with you his planning. :)

HIS PLANNING
So my boyfriend is going National Service (NS) this year and it will took 2 years to end his NS. By the time he end his NS, we both will be about 23 years old. And he told me that after his NS, we are going to Registration Of Marriage (ROM). So we can apply for house and we will get married at around 26 or 27. If we are applying for new house, we need to wait for about 2 to 3 years before we could move into the house. Of course I told him that "you must propose to me first."
Every women will want their boyfriend to propose to her before she even get married to him right. Like you must let people know that you are getting married soon and both of us must be under the limelight. No other people going to snatch that limelight from us.
I will never want to have my wedding day crashing with any other people or planning my wedding to be on the same day as any friends or anyone. If it's my wedding day, the only people getting married is my boyfriend and me. People who wants to get married in groups I got no comment on it. But for my wedding, I only want my boyfriend and me on the wedding day itself and no other couple around us is getting married on the same day.

BACK TO THE POST
I enjoyed the time spend at there. It's like a break from all the stressful things which happened all the while and things just never got better. But at least, I had a break like this and make me feels better. Went home on the Friday morning and boyfriend came over to my place to overnight. For these few day he staying over at my house I felt so happy and of course always have someone accompany me. LOVE THIS feeling so much. He went home on Saturday morning.

HOME ALONE (16 March 2013, Saturday)
So on a Saturday morning, I went to have breakfast with my boyfriend and his family. Bought home food for my mummy and my brother and I went to sleep as the whole Friday night I did not sleep due to sleeping too long from morning when we reached home after chalet. So I went home and sleep the whole morning off till evening I woke up and went to eat dinner at the coffee shop that my work at/ Went to grandmother house t visit my grandmother.
nothing special happened today and I shall end my post with a post of my all time favourite show : Ellen Show. Ellen show is a very nice video which all should watch. I watch it when I'm free and usually before bed where they upload on YouTube. It's a very inspiring show and sometime funny. I always never failed to cry when I see her helping those people who are suffering or trouble and also making me laugh when she share some funny viral videos or her audience Facebook pictures. I LOVE HER SHOW ! I always share it with people around me and also asked them to watch it. :)

Here is a very cute video about a little boy on her show and I find it so so cute when he sings this part "eyes wide open" but he is closing his eyes. When I was as young as this kid here I think I only know how to sing twinkle twinkle little stars. MUST WATCH IT ~

LI YAN ❤ LI GUANG

Always the one I teasure.

6:01 AM