Kinda disappointed today. UT like so difficult. Though it's only like 3 questions. The worst thing is that I don't even know what to type. Left with chemistry which is the only one I have high hope on. Hopefully it wont disappoint me. Another things is Hubby went school today to do his work. Seriously, I don't know why he wait till 4 plus suddenly don't want to wait. Made me go home alone. Is like you given me a prize and take it back at the same time. The feeling is so irritating. :/ I doubt HUBBY will come wait for my UT to end tmr. Just don't wanna take anything serious anymore. Arghs. Forget it. I just don't feel happy and wanna find a place to say all the unhappy things out. Hais. I think I should just sleep early today. HUBBY still going to catch a movie with them today. Nothing to talk about luh. I wanna go study already. :/

Currently lying on my bed, can't fall asleep. Was kinda worried for my immunology UT on this coming Thursday. Not sure why. But I'm sure I will have a hard time understanding it tomorrow when I do my last brush up.

Tomorrow will be having genetics class. This faci is seriously a bias. Till now still doesn't want to give me a 'A' for daily grade. She seriously need to encourage me to study hard. Of she continues giving me a stupid grade, I'm sure I will complain to her. She don't appreciate our effort at all. Hmm..

Family problem arose again. Don't know when it will come to a stop. Why they are having menopause when I'm at the critical part of my life. I just want to get a diploma and go our work for a living already. Being in this situation when parents seriously need money, I'm studying. When I go out work, hopefully they don't be like this anymore. I will give them the money they need. Don't have to worry for us.

I'm glad I had a faci who understand me. I'm straightforward to her, telling her that for the 2 weeks break, I'm unable to study for all my modules. Though she know I have not been studying and did quite bad for the problem 7 answering to problem statement, she still good enough to give me a 'B' fr daily grade. This made me even wanna work hard for the sake of her. :) I'm sure I can do it. After school tomorrow, I will be doing my RJ, Quiz and evaluation and I'm going to study all night on immunology.
I don't care if I have enough sleep or not. The main thing is I want to make sure I do well for immunology.

I got to sleep now. ;)

This is a photo which recently I have taken. :) enjoy~

I should be more feminine by now I guess. My "not so feminine" me is so turning off. :/

I don't know why, but I feel that I'm really not attractive enough to get my boyfriend's attention. When I'm out with him, whenever I talk to him, he will not look at me. Even I got his attention is like when I do something which a girl should not be doing he will ask me to just don't do it and we like somehow will my talk for awhile. Because we were like angry over this? I really don't know what to do to get this attention fully by ways which he will not get angry.

I don't know how. :(

It's been a tired day for me. Recently I have so much fun in class that eventually forget all the unhappiness I had. Today I'm going to introduce you to my friend JANNAH. Later there is a picture of her. :) she is seriously cool. She always made me laugh like a idiot. I always shout at her like we are every. Anyway, let me tell you a little bit about her. She's LAZY. This is one thing you need to know about her. She told me laziness in her blood. The family is lazy too. Hahah.. When I'm going back home with her, she always request to take bus home. But, I always insist to walk to woodlands instead of taking bus. :) I wan her to walk, so she had to just walk with me. Poor Jannah. But because the distance between woodlands and cck is too near. If going back home with a friend by mrt, time seems to be more faster and we will have lesser thigs to take about. Just like today, we were joking on the recently mrt priority seat that a lady had give up for an Aunty and she started nag at the girl. It was so random. We started when we reached woodlands and an Aunty can't get into the mrt because we were standing at the left side of the escalator and she can't run up? Thought that left side is to stand and be lazy and let the escalator go up to the top and right side is for people like typical Singaporean to rush up and get into the MRT(maybe will get squash by the door)? They just can't wait for 3 mins more. Omg. Hahah.. So we were talking about what if this unreasonable Aunty attack us what is the fastest solution? LET ME TELL YOU OUR ANSWER. Just roll your eyes up and act like you are a blind person. We are not teaching you all the bad things. We just say for fun and this could be use when a unreasonable Aunty attack you. Not use it when you want to sit down. :)

We also talk about childhood. Like comparing children now a days and when we were a child. Compare like how out parents feed us. Jannah say now a days children need to use electronic. Like the parents have to store Barney show on iPad and let them see. When they eat, the eyes will be staring at the iPad and looks like a retard. Hahah.. But at our time, our parent use the helicopter style, choo choo train style etc. to feed us our food. We even act out. And that makes it more funny. Oh ya. HuiLyn is also another one with me and Jannah to make this funny funny things. Yi chuan also. My life is much more better with them in it. Makes me feel like going to school each day to joke with them. :D

I guess I shall stop now. Have to get get some sleep now and continue making jokes with them tomorrow. :p

So long since I post my blog. :O
Was busy with UTs this few days. Left with 2 UTs and I'm done with UT 1.
So going to make sure I study and my gpa goes up! If not I will be really dead meat. I've planned to go work after I have finish my poly life. Life's short. No point striving so hard and have a better future. If I could have a simple life and live to the fullest, I'm happy with it. :)

This coming September, I will be going to Thailand with HUBBY and his family. Going to be my first time taking a flight . Was quite excited over it. Hahah..

Oh ya, my family currently stable. No more quarreling and drunken this few days. This make my day more better then usual. I was hoping for the better. I need to focus I my studies. Family problem is one of the reason why I have lag behind for my studies. God bless. Hope this why last.

Tomorrow I'm having lesson. So I won't post much today. Have to turn in soon. ;)

Finally, my mum is back home. Thanks to my ah gu(my mother's elder brother). He have been a great listening ear for my mum. Though there is a big hoo ha in the beginning when my ah gu just came to my house and my mum was there too, but my mum have already got a piece of mind. She knows who to turn to when she can't tolerate anymore about the family.

I have really learnt a lot from this situation and I'm continuing to play my part as a member of the family. I have seen how my ah gu had done. He was so peace and calm when handling stuffs. Though I might not be able to do it as a member of this family, but my ah gu, he as a outsider(as in he is not stay under the same roof as us) he could judge things and see things which we can't.

For the past few days, I have realise that we as children, have disrespect my father too much. I guess when we were around in the house. He was trying very hard to earn some respect from him. And I did fulfil this for the past few days. I had told my brother not to be harsh or rude towards my father and brother was old enough to spare a thought for the family. This is a piece of good news to me. And I must say who will have such a great brother like mine would spare a thoughts for me when I cry during the night and give me a pat on the shoulder? I really have a very good brother.

Hopefully my parents will realise that we are important and they would make us their first priority and minimise all the quarrel/misunderstandings they had. I really hope that they would bring out the best for us.

FAMILY! FATHER AND MOTHER I LOVE YOU.