Today wake up around 12pm in the afternoon. Wash up and got to head to the supermarket to buy some ingredients to cook for HUBBY. HUBBY currently now having his driving lesson. Monday he will be having his Traffic Police.

Sometimes, I do find that my life doesn't have anything fun at all. At times, I do felt lonely and left out. As I grow older, this feeling would be more stronger than ever. When in secondary school, I still have friend to go out with me after school. We could go town with our uniform on, shop till evening. But as we get older, all have their career abs studies to concentrate on. Me? School already took up almost 1/4 of my day. The only 1 could have fun with now is my HUBBY. So where ever he goes, I wish I could follow.
I hope he really understand that he mean a lot to me. At times, not that I wanna give him attitude or like controlling him where he wanna go. Who would want their boyfriend to be out with other people till late and you are not with him?
Hmm, anyway, I doubt HUBBY have been reading my blog. He seems busy now a days. Wish I could have a heart to heart talk.

Today didn't go to school. Was really tired and therefore wake up in the morning and went to HUBBY's house. Hubby fall sick already, we went to fajar to see doctor. Meet Marcus under the block and we went there. After visiting the doctor, went to eat at A star. After eating, went back to Hubby house and we both took a nap. After waking up, cook HUBBY 2 scramble eggs. Went back home alone as hubby have fall sick, so he stay at home, I go back myself. He kinda sweet. Said "goodnight sweet dreams I love you" to me face to face. :)
Love him so much! Tmr going to meet him again! I must make sure he had enough sleep. Really heart broken to see him fall sick.

Happy Chinese New Year!
Haha.. When to ah ma house in the afternoon. Total had $170 from Ang Bao. Today was quite a long day. When to mummy's relative house and also lao shim house. After everything, we went to CCK community Centre to have Macdonald's for dinner. Ate filet-o-fish meal. After that went back home. Brother's friend came over to my house to bai nian. We played poker and I won $1. Pity mummy. She lost $20 ++.
after brother went to friend's house, Hubby called and weng chih came with hubby and we went to weng chih house. We played poker and I won $12 this time with my $1 winning when I'm at home. We went to yishun to have supper and I ate a bit. Hubby and the rest smoke and with some miracle, Hubby let me smoke. I was shocked at the point of time and wondering what is he thinking in his mind at that point of time. He seems a bit unhappy. I really wanna know what he is thinking. 3:45am, we leave yishun and weng chih send me home first. Thanked weng chih and waved goodbye to Hubby. Reached home and now lying on my bed. Unable to sleep, and now updating blog.
Texting my HUBBY now, wanted to ask him how he feel and what he is thinking just now. But should I ask him? I think I should.

Yay, time to get Ang Bao later in the morning. 3am I'll be going to bed. Tomorrow have to wake up early, to do my hair, make up and everything else. So I think tomorrow I will update more about my Chinese New Year. :)
Shall go to bed soon!

one direction - what makes you beautiful.



one direction - one thing

This 2 songs kinda nice..

Today didn't went to school again. Wake up in the morning With cd sweat and fever. Went to get mc for today. Accompany mummy to market to buy bottled water for Chinese new year. After that went back home. Have to wait for the clinic to call me to get my MC. Tomorrow I must go to school ! After that we will have a long holiday. (: Chinese new year is around the corner. Meaning I will get ang bao soon! Gonna save that money to go Genting with HUBBY!
I got a useless team for chemistry lesson. Hais. Cue ah! ):
Never mind, I though I will Get this kind of team. Hais, forget it. I shall not talk more about it. It make me more angry alone. -.-
Arghs! Got do my facial now. If not later I'm going to have winkles soon!

Today didn't went to school. I'm sick now. ): Chinese new year is around the corner and I fall sick. Guess I need to drink lots of water! So I went to see a doctor. He gave me cough, flu, and antibiotic medicine for me to consume. So hopefully I will feel better very soon. I don't wish to be sick for Chinese new year. Went for UT in the afternoon. Hubby waited for me and after that, we went to bukit batok, as hubby wanted to cut his hair. (: After hubby have cut his hair, we went to have dinner at the coffee shop. Went home after that. Hais just have my medicine. Tomorrow will be going to school since the doctor only gave me one day mc. So I hope tomorrow I won't feel dizzy and tired. If not I think I will partial.
Alright got to stop here. Tomorrow shall post again.

17 January 2011 marks another year we had gone through together. Meaningful day to remember. Still remember 3 years back, when we are still a secondary school kid. After school we also got nowhere to go. And we would just go home after school and do revision for our o levels. Now, we all grown up like a young adult, but occasionally we still act as a little kid. We will have a small celebration over my house I guess. Think I shall cook him meal again. Need to google some delicious meal. I think he sure will like it very much! He have never said before that what I cook doesn't suit his taste. He always love what I cooked for him. ❤
Happy 3 YEAR ANNIVERSARY MY HUBBY! ❤ I LOVE YOU ! No matter how bitter our life may be, I'll always be right there for you! We will grow old together and I'll still cook you dishes for every single special day. Rain or shine, I will still make thing right. ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

Monday blues! Seriously feeling very bored Fir every school day. I just. Can't wait for holiday to come! Today in class have a tiff with one my team mate. Really too over. We also not never do our work. We just causally ask question to a year 3 guy and you started shouting at us. Omg.. This is too over. Anyway, things just got better at the later part of them day.
Hmm.. By the way, tomorrow will be me and HUBBY 3 year anniversary. But I haven do anything and buy any stuff for HUBBY. :( How?
Don't know what should I buy for him too. Moreover, wednesday is my Chemistry UT 2. You tell me how to celebrate like that? :(
Arghs! Screwed up January!

Yesterday, went to orchard to buy my new year clothes with HUBBY, Gavin and Dickson. Went to Orchard Ion. And first, we went to Pull and Bear. So I bought a blue singlet, hubby and gavin bought 2 shirt. After that, went to buy starbucks to. Buy drink as the each a cup is full of people.. (: so after that, went to forever 21. Okays, I don't know why when I shopping with Gavin and Dickson, I feel so stress up. Don't know what to buy when I'm in forever 21. Maybe because they both are guys and I don't feel good to let them wait for too long. Somemore that shop doesn't not sell any guys shirts. Hahaha!! So I didn't buy any clothes from orchard ion's forever 21. Next, we went to H&M. Bought a white polka dots dark blue shirt. (: Hubby bought trunks and Gavin bought a formal shirt. Next I went to forever 21 at somerset 313 and Shop alone While hubby and the rest went to SHK. Bought another shirt. So total I had buy 3 shirt already.
After that went to fresh imp and bought another shirt again! Hubby and Gavin bought one pants. After that we went to took 700A to suntec and then all the way back to bukit panjang interchange.
Went to Macdonald's to dinner. Hahaha.. At around 11.15pm we had our dinner!! Hahaha..
After that went back home and had find out that my mother is really in a bad mood.. So I slept at about 4.30am. Hais. Just hope my family will stay in peace for this and the following year!

Had a querral with my dad. Feeling a bit sad now. Have been crying for about 30mins. Eyes had become tired. ):
it all started with a mio tv guy came to our house talking about their new package. At first everything was okay. But after much explanation from the guy, my dad started to shout at that guy "hello! I'm talkin to you! Why you never listen to me? You didn't respect me at all. Now who pay money? They or me?"
Felt sorry for that guy. He just wanna do his job and make things right for us, yet my father shouted at him because he is trying to explain things to me so I can translate to chinese for my parent.
I was angry over this. So I went into the room. After that, that guy do all the nessecery things to finish his job and he left.
Not long later, my parent started to discuss about the price of the bill. They came to a conclusion that they wanted to cancel it. So my dad started to scold "all useless one la. Study till so stupid. Ask to see what the letter is about, also say don't know"
So I started to talk back. Problem is I was trying to listen to that guy and my dad interupt our conversation. Now be want to brin up other thing to start a quarrel. We quarrel a lot of stuffs. Whatever respect and everything.
Sometimes, I really admire my boyfriend's family. They don't always quarrel. His father talk nice to them. Buy them whatever they one and make sure everyone is happy in the family. Hais.
Although my father is bad tempered, he still take good care of us.
Just hope that his hot temper will change one day.

It's difficult being a female. How I wish I was born a male, so I don't have this kind of sucky feeling. I have been wondering why am I born female. Being a male is having a more simple life. Just by looking at their brain, it prove everything. People don't understand how we female feels. When female reacted to something, people around will just say you have overreacted. Being unreasonable for doing such a reaction.

"If life is easy, I'll be called 123 and my friend are called ABC."

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY ! :D