Monday, December 30, 2013 ❤
My boyfriend is already prepared to be a good husband and good daddy already. Why?
He is a good husband because on Friday, when we went over to his house to stay over the weekend, he carried his bag, my bag, a shoe bag and a paper bag with my clothes over to his house. He took great care of me when in the LRT train when traveling back to his house. Always keeping me accompany whenever he can. when I'm doing my FYP report, he kept asking me if I need a massage on my shoulder. Always giving me kisses as a supportive action. Find that I kind of neglected him this weekend. Hopefully next weekend, my work load is not that much. Tomorrow I think I better need to continue writing my logbook before HUBBY book out on Tuesday.
Okay, continuing on why is he a good daddy. :)
He is a good daddy because he would talk to BABY TAN when I'm done with my work. He would place his palm on my tummy and say "Clara, Clara.."
And always want to feel BABY TAN's movement. We would always jokingly asking "Guess baby Tan will call mama first or papa first" and I would always say baby will call "mama" first, and he would use a baby time voice to say "papa".
And YES, because of BABY TAN, we both have so much more things to talk about. It's not just my school work and go NS life. There is a 3 topic thing to talk about. And there is always more things to talk about when we are talking about BABY TAN. Maybe because we cannot foresee BABY's future that's why we always talk about what will happened and what are the plans which we got for her. And with BABY TAN, I guess we only would focus on what we are doing in our personal life and whatever we share with each other, we could never understand much.
It's kind of touching to see your partner putting so much effort to spend time to do this little things for you and your child in life. For me, I don't need any expensive items for Christmas day, Valentine's day or whatever festive which I would recieved present from my partner. I just need my partner and child to be by my side for the festive and it will just be fine for me.
I love you my precious HUBBY.
Lastly...
A photo taken on Christmas Eve and Christmas Day.
LI YAN
❤ LI GUANG
Always the one I teasure.
2:30 AM
Tuesday, December 24, 2013 ❤
This photo is taken when we are out for a friend's birthday celebration on last Saturday. 😊 Also the current photo which I like it a lot. 😍
This is HUBBY's 13 years of friend and he turned 21 on Friday. We went celebrate his birthday at a Korean BBQ called Ssikkek at Chinatown. Overall the food there is not bad and I kind of like it. 😁 Went to his father's pub and they drink to celebrate his birthday while I only can drink plain water and coke at there.
So HUBBY and me reached home at about 4am plus and sleeps at 5am. Was damn tired that when I closed my eyes, I immediately falls asleep. 😜
So the next morning, we woke up at around 12 plus as HUBBY is booking in on that day evening. So we wake up and went to have lunch at Fajar. After that when we reached home I decorated this photo. Since Christmas is around the corner and I wanna BABY TAN to have the Christmas feel too. I'm sure my baby is able to feel it. Hahaha.. 😂
So I had prepared some small gifts for my friends. Hahah.. They are my secondary school close friends. Hope you all like it and also wish you all had the sweetest Christmas this year! 😉
And thanks ZhiYin and Ashley for buying me present for this Christmas. 😊 I love it a lot and appreciate it! 😁
To my precious HUBBY,
Thanks for being a loving husband all the time. Especially during this period of time when I'm pregnant. You showed me lots of love and concern. Even you are tired of your training and having an injured wrist, you still would massage my back for me because I'm having a bad backache. Really very touched. Though sometimes we still quarrel over small matter, but it just because we care for each other and want to spend more time with each other. I always feels safe when you are with me. Whenever I climb the stairs or taking an escalator, you would be at my back supporting my back to prevent me from falling. Always holding me tight when we are walking around so that I would fall down. This little moves means a lot to me. You are a man now. My precious darling man. A hero to our baby. I believe that we will have a blessed and happy family in the near future. We can do it together. 😘
From your darling,
Tan Li Yan, Dorothy.
Good nights I got to sleep already. Tomorrow have to wake up early to try finish up my FYP report "methodology".
LI YAN
❤ LI GUANG
Always the one I teasure.
2:37 AM
Wednesday, December 18, 2013 ❤
Happy belated 4 Years 11 monthsary!
Thanks HUBBY for everything. You really make me feel that I'm the blessed one when being with you. :)
Thanks for always giving me in especially during this period when I'm pregnant. You gave me lots of support to go through this pregnancy. Thank you so much! I know the following years we won't be having too much time for each other as BABY TAN will be coming out in a few months time. :) But I am sure with BABY TAN around, our love will be more and more stronger. It's a new experience for me and you. You're also going to be a great dad. I'm sure you will be looking forward to received your 1st father's day in life. Hahaha..
Hubby, I love you! 爱你很多很多!
On the 16 of December, I had a check up at KKH. My Baby now is 20 weeks old already. IT'S A BABY GIRL! She's now weighing about 900g and it's constantly moving inside my womb. Every now and then I could feel her moving inside. The feeling is special. Just like you know that there are always a person being with you all the time whenever you are doing thing. This check up HUBBY went with me as he had his blocked leave. Really I could see the excitement he had. When the person is scanning, he glued his eye ball on to the screen and really concentrating on every part what the person is saying. Checking the baby's every part everything is normal and baby is doing good in my womb. Hubby is kind of obsesses with the baby's tigh bones. It looks so small and cute from the scan. This is the first time he saw BABY TAN on the screen and he is already so happy. Our BABY will soon be Daddy's little princess. :)
My body now is like an incubator. The temperature keep raising at some point of time during the day and night. It made me feel so warm.
After the check up, was thinking of what should we name her. So we decided what alphabet should her name start with. So we decided to start with "C".
Because "B" for Ben and "D" for Dorothy, so BABY TAN should be in between us to fill up the gaps. So we googled baby girls name and after looking through all the names, we choosen 2 names, "Celine" and "Clara".
We then ask our friends for their opinion. For my side, the girls said that Clara sounds cute. And most of them feels that Clara will be a better name then Celine.
For HUBBY's side, the guys are like having a hard time to decide what name choose. But in the end, it will still be HUBBY and me to decide which name to give her. But there is higher chance of giving BABY TAN, "Clara Tan" as her name.
So will be having a normal check up next month and also there will be a scan and a glucose tolerance test 2 months later. Blood testing again which I don't like it! :(
Shall stop posting here. Going to take a nap soon.
LI YAN
❤ LI GUANG
Always the one I teasure.
7:28 AM
Wednesday, December 11, 2013 ❤
Usually I feel the baby's movement when it moves in my tummy. Today I felt it move when I placed my hand on my tummy. It's the first time I felt it move when I place my hand on the tummy. My palm can feel it very clearly that it moves.
I am sure HUBBY going to be excited when he learnt that I can feel BABY TAN's movement by my hand. I think he will want to try placing his hand on my tummy to feel BABY TAN. I already can imagine the scene.
He had been wanting to listen to BABY TAN's heartbeat by placing his whole head on my tummy to try listen to the heartbeat and also trying to feel the movement for a period of time already. He is just eager to feel how his BABY TAN move.
Somehow, BABY TAN always move when HUBBY is not paying attention to me. When HUBBY is paying attention to me, BABY TAN will keep still and not move. Somehow BABY TAN know how to let his/her DADDY & MUMMY have private time.
Another 5 more days and I will be going for my next check up. :D This time round I pray that HUBBY can come along with me. HUBBY told me that some vocation may start training earlier and if he get vocation which need to start earlier, he may not be able to go for the check up with me. But if he have blocked leave, he sure will accompany me down to KKH for my check up. :)
I hope BABY TAN will show DADDY his/her movement on that screen. Show DADDY how active you are when MUMMY went to check up with your maternal grandmother.
I can confirm that BABY TAN sleeping pattern will be much more alike than his/her DADDY.
During the 12weeks scan, I saw the BABY TAN's move which is the same as his/her DADDY's sleeping movement too. I don't know how to explain the movement using words. It's like when you are slepeing and suddenly you get a shocked. It's just cute. I wonder what of one day I caught the both of them sleeping and they have the same movement at the same time. I think I will burst out laughing and kissed the both of them.
Okays, it's already 3:03am when I post till this part.
I'm waiting for my HUBBY to finish his route march so that he can call me up. I can't wait for him to call me. Guess by today he will know his vocation. Hopefully he gets something which he like.
Anyway, photos of me make up and take picture. I guess when I give birth to BABY TAN I won't be having so much time making up my face. Instead, I think the things which I will be going to do before leaving house is to pack diapers, milk powder and all the things which are essential for BABY TAN.
BABY TAN, when you learnt to read and you happened to read this post which MUMMY had posted. You must be grateful to MUMMY because MUMMY love you more than myself.
BABY TAN, MUMMY will see you in 5 days time. Please be healthy and always be a good baby. love you BABY TAN.
LI YAN
❤ LI GUANG
Always the one I teasure.
3:11 AM
Tuesday, December 3, 2013 ❤
Yes, my tummy is getting bigger and bigger as months passed by. It kind of tiring sometimes. There are a few times when I stand too long for traveling to school in the MRT train and I feel like fainting. And the feeling is really scary.
But that only happens on Thursday which I have a earlier lesson.
So I went to google search like what causes it to be like that and turns out the result is that hormones changes which cause the blood vessel wall to relax and results in low blood pressure. So standing too long or sit down and suddenly stand up will feel like fainting. It's okay. I can take it. Haha..
I'm currently 18 weeks pregnant. 2 more weeks and there will be going for a check up for my little baby. 👶
This time round my HUBBY is going with me. It's just coincidencely the check up is on his blocked leave. Of course I'm overjoyed and excited for that day to come. This is gonna be the first time HUBBY going to see baby on the screen which I have been seeing it for the past scanning check ups. Guess he will be excited for it too. For the first time he is going to see his baby swimming in his wife's womb. I really can't wait to see his reaction when seeing his own baby. That scene may be the most touching scene ever.
Oh gosh, I'm getting emotional again. I wonder will my baby inherit my high EQ or HUBBY's low EQ. Really kind of interested how our baby look like. HUBBY and me totally have everything opposite of each other. I got double eyelids, he have single eyelids. I got big nose, he have small nose that only his pinky can go into his nostrils. I got thinner eyebrows and he have thick eyebrows. Hahah.. During secondary 2, all my friends said that if I were to married to him, our baby will be very cute. Now, I'm really marrying him, so I'm sure I will have cute baby. 😝
I'm so going to doll up my precious BABY when he/she is out. There is a lot of things which I'm looking forward to. I know being a parents may be difficult and hard to be. This is going to be an new experience in life for me. In fact, pregnancy is already an new experience for me. All the hardship of carrying a baby around I somehow experience it. And this is how my mum feels when she is pregnant with me and my brother. Understanding makes me feel that I must spend more time with my precious MUMMY if I have the time.
Now currently having all my understanding test and there is so many things which I need to do for FYP. I think I need 1 week of my holidays for all my FYP report and logbook. Shall finish it during my holiday. I can do it. Lets do it together BABY TAN! At least I'm not alone, I still have Baby Tan.
I shall post photos of me and my HUBBY the next time when he book out. We haven been taking photos for weeks. When he book out, I shall take as much photos with him as possible. :) misses him so much. He is my tough man. Can see he is working hard to build up out small family and seeing always making the effort to put the smile on my face make me feels so happy and blessed. Love you my precious HUBBY. x33
Shall rest now. Tomorrow still have lesson. Post soon.
LI YAN
❤ LI GUANG
Always the one I teasure.
11:37 PM
MY HUSBAND !
