OMG ! Currently, I don't have any dress/shirt in mind now ! ;/

HI-LOWS PEEPO !

last year

this year
I had always been the same. Never changed. (:
See my face , still so kuku as usual !

Today woke up at 8a.m. plus , text hubby "GOOD MORNING" . He reply me a "so early wake up ?" and I didn't reply him. :P Cos I know he will be moving house later, so wanted him to sleep abit more. End up he called me ard 12 plus tell me that he didn't sleep for the whole night and ask me "why you didn't reply me" . He say "you GL(guai lan) uhs". :PPPPPP
bweahs ~ I where got GL ? hai hao larhs ~
At home read up one chapter of MARLEY AND ME. Quite a nice book to read. Rating : 4/5
In the afternoon , went to church. As tml I will be going to shop for my CNY garments. This year CNY garments all daddy going to pay for it. Hope I can get everything I wan.
OKAYS ! MY HUBBY DIDN'T WAIT FOR ME AND HE WENT TO BED LIAOS ! I WAS WAITING INFRONT OF MY LAPPY . =.=
I think I stop here and continue tml.
nights all !

Today JAE results out. OMG ~
MOE: TAN LI YAN DOROTHY, you are posted to ITE EAST, BIOTECHNOLOGY (V18) under 2010 JAE.
I got the course I wanted. BUT it's so far !~ SIMEI LEYS !
Hopefully my DAE pass. If didn't pass, nevermind. I will work hard at ITE derhs. ;PPP From there , I'll chiong den 2 years? go poly ?
Anyways , re-taking my english this year. No regrets ~ survive till the end dude !
alright, I got nothing to post lerhs. maybe tml barhs.
shall post more tml. :D

Today woke up ard 2p.m. plus. I didn't received any message from my HUBBY {❤}. Thought that he was still fast asleep in his bed. Probably still dreaming. But he wasn't. -.- He went out together with Weng Chih to work when I was still in my bed. After I texted him , I left my phone charging on my bed. After I finish my lunch , I went to peek at my phone see did he sms me. But to my surprise, it was a missed call from his number. -.- After making a call back to him , I then realise he was at work. He still happily tell me " one day fifty dollars "
Stay at home for the whole day till I went to church. Wasn't in mood for the whole day. D:
ROAR ~ my day was totally #%^$&@^ !
Never feel any better always. ):
Can someone just cheer me up by bringing me out and pay for my expenses for every Saturday ? tired. ):
Just don't wish to go ah ma house on weekends not becos don't want to visit ah ma. Is some personal reasons and just don't wish to mention here. some of them are just wearing a mask.
No one will know how I feel . simply just no one give a damn to me. ):
PAPA ,I PITY YOU ! x((


short prayers:
JESUS ,
I wanted to thank you for guiding me through my life.
Accompany me in whatever difficulties I faced, cry with me during the nights when I was down while everybody were in bed, always answer to my prayers and also make me a better person.
Even thought I had not been good at times, you still continue to pray for me.
I'm really greatful.
Continue to guide me along my journey and also bless my family and friends.
Make them a better person and brighten up thier days.
Most importantly , thier health.
AMEN.

LOOK~ I found a photo that is like 2 or 3 years back. My first chalet with macdonald's friends. Funny and weird derhs luh ! See my face. Like kena lorry bang bang bang ! LOLs ! When I saw this photo , my reaction is like WDH ?!


All like still young uhs. (: funny luhs ! Beehong no change sia ! still same. Valent's hair shorter ?Janet hair more shorter and nicer.
Haha ! Tml I'm going to hubby's grandmother house with him tml. (: He won't be home today but will be meeting me and go together. ;OO

Just came back from YiFeng's BBQ ! was quite fun . I did enjoy myself there. Hubby tonning tonight. Again , "baby are you down down down down down ~"
haha ! Alright ,today I gave my hubby a great big hug and alot ofb kisses.
One year anniversary leys ! (: I oso done some cup cakes. But till now he haven see the cupcakes yet. Cos today we in a rush to Fajar, and he also forget to give me a present that he wanted to give me.
forgetful mind he had ! ;PP yeay ~
There's alot ofb words had not been said to hubby. I wrote in a letter. Cos I don't want type here. Later everyone saw it will laugh derhs. Bweahs !
hubby , when I go lo0k for you I go bring the card and the letter give you.
today alot ofb things to bring marhs. :PPP since you haven give me my PRESENT !!!!!
THANKS HUBBY !
HAPPY ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY HUBBY TAN LI GUANG ! LOVES ~

Now currently at hubby's ah ma house using his com. (:
HAPPY 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY HUBBY !
wwets today never bring the card give you. cos to0 big. somemore I need to carry cakes. scare later drop . Next week I pass to you okays ? (: LOVE YOU LUH !
and also want to wish YIFENG a VERY HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY ! :D
Later going to his BBQ . wahahahas ~ It's been 6 months(?) since my last attend to any BBQ. hmm . I 4 May 2010 I will be going to held a BBQ. And of course will be a HAHAL BBQ ! so that I can invite SAIFUL, ALDAINEL, and that AZHAR come. SAIFUL can celebrate his birthday together with me to0. LOLs !

I had just submitted my JAE application. See what courses will I get for ITE barhs. Alright , today I went to look for hubby. Just feel so good to have him by my side. (:
Today I ask hubby for some suggestions about my ITE courses. He helped me ch0ose a few. I think there's 5 course barhs.
Anyways , tml going back to Zhenghua Secondary School with YanZhan to submit DAE. I really Don't wish to go straight to ITE. ): Maybe go give a try at DAE online. Hopefully, I could get into any course in poly and from there I can try to retake my o level english.
can I just stop here ? lazy to post my blog already. ;PPPPPPPPPPPP bweahs !
hubby ! let you know a secret. I got a big card for you this sunday ! :DDD

Okays , everybody . My O level got a pathetic 27 points. ENGLISH E8 ?!
Firstly , I would like to say a big THANK YOU to those who show so much care for me. I think without you all , I had no more courage to face the world anymore. Especially my mum and dad. They really show me great love. Even I now have to go around to beg poly to take me in. They didn't look down on me. Yet, they still tried to comfort me. Telling me this is not the end of the world. Trying to make me feel more better. The more they are like this , I felt more guilty. My dad even say something like "you are more clever than me and mummy. we N level cert also don't have." he also cried infront of me when telling me that he only know how to make things and do electrical things only. Cause he last time didn't study well, and now also can't go for any further upgrade to have a better pay for his job. D: D:
Somemore tell me that he dote me the most. Ask me don't worried and stop crying. and also ask me don't care how people look at me, but is how I look at myself. He say I'm still young. still have chance to further my studies derhs.
ANOTHER ONE, I need to thank is my cousin ; LIONEL LIN ! wake up from his sleep specially to chat on phone with me. Trying to cheer me up and encourage me to continue my life and ask me don't suicide. LOLs ! I won't suicide COUSIN ! actually don't need thank you lo . ;PPP You last time sad I acc you . So now I sad you accompany me. After your exams for this semster , our plan goes on uhs. plan it hors !
This thursday I shall be going to visit poly to poly to beg them and give me a chance to go in. ):
ALL THE BEST EVERYBODY.
I have alot to say, but .. Just that I don't know how to express myself.
Thanks mum ! for the great big hug when I reached home yesterday.
and also HUBBY, for accompany me at the night.
I LOVE YOU ALL !

Tomorrow results will be coming out. Gosh ! O please let me go poly will you ? ;PPP
This few day was think about my future. Was wondering how my future will be like. This year , I'm going to be 18 already. Time is really flying lo ! Few more Years , I'm going to be in my 20. Meaning my life will be working , get married , got babies, do house work, face all those difficulties by myself without parents anymore.
That was really very scary when talking about it. Is this natural to think about all this at this age?
ahaha ~ Btw , today went to lo0k for hubby. He gave me a bag ! thanks hubby. I like it alot. At 1st , hubby say he have nothing for me. he say only bubblegum. ask me ch0ose 2 flavour that I want. So I was quite "aww man" at the start. But when I'm going home, hubby pass me a bag. (: yeay ~ so surprise ! Thanks HUBBY ! *KISS !*
alright , shall stop here and continue chatting with marilyn. (:

HELLO ALL ! I'm back posting okays ! haha ! someone said that my blog is dying ! X= th one who tag me lo ! GLYZ. lols ! =.=


my new song. JIALAT JIALAT *(sing with " sorry sorry" de tune. ;P)
dance , dance, dance, dance ~
si mi si mi oh ~ si mi si mi oh ~
si mi si mi oh ~ si mi si mi oh ~
oh oh~ oh oh ~
oh oh~ oh oh ~
oh oh~ oh oh ~
JIALAT JIALAT JIALAT JIALAT ~
MONDAY we get results already !!!!!!!!!!!!
haha ! abit nervous lo ! but , if I don't get the points I wanted , I will go the other way to make my wish go true. ;PPPPP
alright . this few days had been busy working . everyday S/S leys ! very tiring. alright , tell you my story den . (:
I found 3 friends at my work place. One name Marilyn , another name Eliane.
and of cause Janice ~
have lots ofb fun at there working ~ alot ofb jokes and alot ofb unhappy things happen uhs.
some people just don't know how to control thoer temper. LOLs ! ROAR ~~~~~~
I gonna miss my friends ~ will be off this up coming two days. Tml go find hubby, monday get results. haha.
Alright, I spent alot ofb money this few days . That day shopping with Eliane already spent $32 and $19.90 for hubby. the next day brought a shirt for my mum and a dress for myself. (:
Lets talk about today :
Today I saw KaiYing in the LRT. At first, I didn't recognise her. Den she looks familiar to me. so I think awhile den 想到 is her. (:
haha ! she was going to work t0o . Same shopping mall as me ; JP. she meeting up LoJin at CCK MRT station . ;)
So we had a great chat. Untill chinese garden , so coincidently my cousin come in. LOLs !
okays luh . Today after work went to eat lunch with my cousin and he sent me to mrt station after that. Telling me all his stories. ahaha ~ One week didn't see him sure alot ofb stories to tell me. reached home , bath and went to church. saw dicks0n. :D
after church went to ah ma house. eat abit for dinner. quite full so don't force myself to eat.
tired now . tml going to find hubby. so happy !~~~~~
missed him badly lo ! ;D yeay ~
tml can see him liaos ! super duper x30o00o0o0o billion million de !

Today went to Patrick's birthday celebration. (:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AH CHING !!!
Alright , today was fun . But didn't take photos. Short post will do alright.
Morning went to look for hubby . Went to meet up with Patrick they all ard 5pm plus.
went to turf city to celebrate his birthday. (:
wh0os ~ was c0ol ? O.0
after that went back to clementi . Patrick send Joanne back home while , weng chih , dickson kokleong , hubby and me went to play arcade.
tml hubby will be going to Genting already.
ROAR !~ I'm gonna miss him like I never did before. 5 days can't see, text , call and makan with him !

HOPE HE SEE THIS POST BEFORE HE WENT TO GENTING !
HUBBY ! Got see this post marhs ? ifb have must text me and say "I LOVE YOU" hors !
haha ! tml you going Genting right ? Happy uhs ? left me alone in Singapore luh !
g0od luh . can enjoy . from tml onwards will be a virtual hell for me. ): everyday S/S till the day you come back. Hubby must reward me when you come back to Singapore.
I don't want miss you 1st . I scare will miss you super badly like crazy .
G0od luck Hubby ~ ENJOY yourself this holiday okays.
I LOVE YOU ~