Monday, March 24, 2014 ❤
School had ended and there is nothing much for me to do at home. Everyday it's like a cycle. Wake up in the morning, wash up, eat breakfast and take my vitamin. Crochet for BABY CLARA had become part of the things which I do everyday. Everyday I would count all the stitches which I crocheted and she would accompany me by kicking non stop. I would tell her that mummy is making her cute outfit for her to wear it when she is out.
I had already crochet these;
And currently I'm doing a jacket for her.
Still working on it and hopefully it will turns out pretty.
The fear.
Recently, I had the fear that is bothering me. Now I had the thoughts of the scene of delivering baby. Maybe a science student would have this fear though it's my first pregancy. Like you know that there will be episiotomy to aid in child birth, but you may not know how pain it will be when it cut you. A lot of people telling me that it's not painful when they cut it, the contraction is more painful and you would not know they had already cutted it. But still, it's my first time giving birth to baby and I really can't imagine the day will be arriving soon. I know it will be tough, but for the sake of everything, I would stay strong.
I know my dearly husband will be by my side supporting me and will always be my pillar of strength. Just wondering when the day which I am going to delivery our baby Clara, how will he react to it.
Still remember that day when I had a really bad stomache and he just watch me helplessly in pain and keep asking me if I want to see a doctor. That was just a few months back during Chinese New Year. I wonder when he is in the delivery room with me watching me in pain how would he be reacting to it. I guess he would be like very scare and watch me helplessly, using his hand brushing my hair telling me everything going to be okay and kissing my forehead and after Baby Clara is out, he would be smilling and carrying baby Clara with the face like "OMG! this is baby Clara. My precious daughter."
Haha.. My imagination. Good.
I can tell he is looking forward to see baby Clara. Every weekend he would place his head on my tummy and say "BABY~" then feel if she moves or not.
My husband is really very cute and I'm sure baby Clara would be cute too. Both of them is going to be my precious gems.
In just less than 2 months, she would be out. I really hope that everything would be fine and it won't be as horrible as I though it is going to be.
May God bless my little girl and protect her. Guide her in her life when she is out and lead her. Amen.
LI YAN
❤ LI GUANG
Always the one I teasure.
11:39 PM
Tuesday, March 11, 2014 ❤
Last month was really a hectic week for me. So much things that keep me really busy.
Firstly, I had an check up on the 18th Feb. there was a scan on BABY TAN and also there is a glucose tolerance test for me. So generally, baby was okay. She was just slightly small in size than normal average babies but still at the range of healthy. As for the glucose tolerance test, the test is mainly asking me to fast the day before so that they could take my fasting blood test and after that giving me a cup of super sweet syrup drink to finish it within 5minutes come back after 2 hours to take another blood test. During that 2 hours, I cannot drink or eat anything and also in that period of time, if I vomit, I would need to come back another to take this test again. Ski during that period of time, I didn't vomit, but I nearly faint. Lucky my mum was with me and she hold on to me. After awhile, I felt much better after sitting down for awhile. So I guess there is not much problem because within 3 days they didn't call me up and ask me to go down to hospital for any check again. GOD BLESS!
Secondly, my brother came back from Brunei after his NS training. Went to fetch him at the airport with my mummy. My brother is really quite blur or maybe this was the first time he taking a flight overseas and don't really know what are the important information which we should know in order to go fetch him. He just text me he will be touching down Singapore on 25th Feb at 2.10am. He didn't even tell me which terminal he will be at. Lucky I still remember the day he went to Brunei was at terminal 2. So I just brought my mum to terminal 2 and there is only a plane coming back for Brunei that day at that timing. That's when me and my mum know where to wait for him. Like always, all mum are always worried about their child no matter what. They always would be the one which will be missing them and hope to see them like everyday. When the first Botak guy walk towards the baggage area, my mum already rush to the glass mirror to look for my brother. She keep looking
around for my brother.
Look how happy she was when my brother is finally out. Look at that smile and you could tell how happy she really was.
Lastly, I had my Understanding Test 3. All three modules in total and it ends on 3rd march. During this period of time I think I wrote too much notes and it injured my upper back. Probably it's because I didn't had a good sitting posture to write my notes. That's why it injured my upper back. It's really uncomfortable even when lying down on the bed. It just don't feels right.
But I'm really blessed to have my precious HUBBY and mummy to massage my back whenever I feels unconfortable at my back. My mummy and husband is the best person in the world!
After all those busy schedule, I finally can relax. Right after 3rd march, I went home and crochet for my baby Clara. These are the 4 soles which I crochet.
These is the finish product of crocheting a baby bootie. I don't know if it's too small for her. But my mum keep saying this is too small for my baby girl. I think I just need to add on some thing to secure her little foot in the little booties. :)
And YES! I'm going to crochet a sweater for her too. I guess I had to hurry. In just a few more weeks, baby Clara will be coming out soon.
I'm currently 32 weeks, but this photo was taken on the 31st week. My baby bumb is not really that big and people think that I'm just fat, not pregnant. Haha.. I mean seriously, when I take public transport, most people will give up their seats to me. But some just don't.
But there was one time when I was going back from Jurong East MRT train, there was this foreigner and she was sitting on the priority seats which are meant for handicap and people like me. That day I was carrying a bag of heavy stuffs and she could just watch her video and sit there when an old aunty next to her gave up her seat for me?! I mean seriously?! Actually I'm alright with standing and I kindly reject the old aunty. But that old aunty she is really very determine that I should sit down. As I walk over to the seat in a crowded train, My bag even somehow bang into her when sitting down, and she just continue watching her video. I really think this kind of passenger need to be educated before they start taking public transport. Even I'm not pregnant, I would give up my seats to people who need it more than me. Everyone have to play a part to make it a better place for everyone right? Hmmm..
So I had prepared breakfast for my precious husband on a Thursday morning. Just wanna pass him a portable charger so when he is working he could charge his phone when battery is low. Inside the box is a cheese and sunny side egg sandwich. And also I prepared a bottle of milo for him. I can see he felt loved by me! Pampering HUSBAND SUCCESS! Hehe..
So on the same day afternoon, I went to meet Jannah and Huilyn. Really it's a great hang out with them. Went to Ramen 10 answer had a great time sharing a lot of things which we had missed out with each other.
They even bought me baby stuffs which are really cute and lovely. Really love it so much and I had already washed it already. I will wear it on my baby girl and take a picture of her and send it to you all. Really appreciate it a lot!
And because on that very day, Huilyn suggested to go phoon huat and we went there and I bought ingredients to make macaroons. I bought the flavoring which supermarket doesn't sell. Matcha flavor and buttermilk flavor.
So this is matcha macaroons with vanilla buttercream which I had made by following this recipe http://lemonsandanchovies.com/2014/01/matcha-green-tea-macarons-with-chocolate-ganache/
I just replace the chocolate ganache with butter cream so it won't taste too sweet.
So maybe soon I could play around with weird combination to see if it's nice since I had extra ingredients.
Alright, shall turn in now. Pregnant lady need more rest. :D
LI YAN
❤ LI GUANG
Always the one I teasure.
12:48 AM
MY HUSBAND !