Okays , everybody . My O level got a pathetic 27 points. ENGLISH E8 ?!
Firstly , I would like to say a big THANK YOU to those who show so much care for me. I think without you all , I had no more courage to face the world anymore. Especially my mum and dad. They really show me great love. Even I now have to go around to beg poly to take me in. They didn't look down on me. Yet, they still tried to comfort me. Telling me this is not the end of the world. Trying to make me feel more better. The more they are like this , I felt more guilty. My dad even say something like "you are more clever than me and mummy. we N level cert also don't have." he also cried infront of me when telling me that he only know how to make things and do electrical things only. Cause he last time didn't study well, and now also can't go for any further upgrade to have a better pay for his job. D: D:
Somemore tell me that he dote me the most. Ask me don't worried and stop crying. and also ask me don't care how people look at me, but is how I look at myself. He say I'm still young. still have chance to further my studies derhs.
ANOTHER ONE, I need to thank is my cousin ; LIONEL LIN ! wake up from his sleep specially to chat on phone with me. Trying to cheer me up and encourage me to continue my life and ask me don't suicide. LOLs ! I won't suicide COUSIN ! actually don't need thank you lo . ;PPP You last time sad I acc you . So now I sad you accompany me. After your exams for this semster , our plan goes on uhs. plan it hors !
This thursday I shall be going to visit poly to poly to beg them and give me a chance to go in. ):
ALL THE BEST EVERYBODY.
I have alot to say, but .. Just that I don't know how to express myself.
Thanks mum ! for the great big hug when I reached home yesterday.
and also HUBBY, for accompany me at the night.
I LOVE YOU ALL !