Friday, March 2, 2012 ❤

Okay. I'm back posting my blog again.
Went Bishan for prawning with HUBBY, Clifton, ShuHui, WengChich, YanZhan and Dickson. I didn't prawn at all. Only Wengchih, Yanzhan and Clifton prawn.
Was quite bored at there. Lucky the weather today wasn't that warm. If not warm plus bored will lead to "pek chek". After prawning, went to have fish spa. It was the first time I'm doing this. Was quite fine. (: After the fish spa, my leg feel so smooth !
So when the 30 minutes is up, we took 54 to Bishan Junction 8 for dinner. Macdonald's again. Fat die me. :O Tomorrow have to go gym with clifton and shuhui to burn off today's macdonald's meal ! Went home after our dinner. Had a fun time chatting together. Chatting about all the Secondary school old times. Really memorable !
Recently have been feeling really moody. I don't really know is because of my PMS or I really didn't get the attention I want. I neither know how to express myself in words nor making myself feel better. I can't just psyco myself to make myself feel better right? I will go mad if I keep psyco myself right? Spend almost 2 nights to think what I really wanted and how I really feel. I'm a girl, when I start to think, my tears will really roll down my eyes. Call me a crybaby if you want. This is me. I don't hide my feelings, my doubts in everything I do. When I tell you I feel insecure, I really do feel that. When I say whatever I hate, I mean it.
But, things don't always go my way. So what should I do? I think I find the answer to my question. I should just hide my feelings. Keep it, and never show it again.
I'm a failure. But, I got an aim from now onwards.
LI YAN ❤ LI GUANG

Always the one I teasure.
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