Didn't went to school day. Fall sick. Guess it's because of the overnight at Marina Bay, The Float. Well, have to stay home for today and hopefully tomorrow I will get well soon. Got lots of things to catch up with. Was doing my immunology notes when suddenly I found out there is a number of things I was unable to understand. Guess I have to write an e-mail to the facilitator soon. So far lesson was good. Most of the modules are related to last semester modules. Guess have to work extra hard for this semester already.
Anyway, yesterday also didn't have the time to rest well. Parents were quarrelling over some family matters over and over again and things are getting worst each day. We can't even help much. Just have to act that we don't know a thing and move on in our life. Feeling really helpless. Got no one to help me up. Really need a piece of advice for now. It really affect my mood and really don't know if I'm doing the right thing not to care what they quarrelling about. Even we tried to help a bit, one may not acknowledge that they are wrong and this is what I call stubborn. Sigh.
My 20 years-old birthday is coming and I really hope that my family can live in peace and not like now. Sometime, there isn't much motivation for me to continue studying when they are so stubborn and making me feel like going out to work and support myself when I have the money. Living in this family isn't that enjoying any more. It's like everyday we will be quarrelling over small matters and don't talk for a few days. Never mind, every family have different matters to be worry about. Lets pray that my family won't end up like some disaster.