I can't get to sleep, now lying on my bed posting my blog by using my iPhone. Guess all of you are sleeping soundly while I still using my iPhone to post my blog. Anyway, I doubt people are still reading my blog. I have a boring blog. :O usually I post whatever I have done on my boring day.
I will try to make it "not so boring" okay? Tomorrow I will be taking some photos. I will upload to my blog here Okays? :)

Anyway, if you wanna learn some easy cooking to fill your tummy, I can post some recipe I always used to cook for my boyfriend once in a blue moon. :D

Because if we cook frequently for them, they just take things for granted. Cook everyday means we are like their mum?? Legit?
Alright, never mind, I will post what I cook tomorrow . :)

Anyway, want to hear my recent thoughts? About a week ago, I have been secretly letting a few drops of my tears roll down my cheeks when I'm lying on my bed. There's way too much things for me to think about it.

Firstly, when will my parents leave me and my brother alone in this world and go to heaven? I'm not wishing they will be dead soon. It just that I don't like the feeling of losing someone dearly to me. Who can I turn to when I need a listening ear? :(

Second things which made me worried is the coming future. I'm not prepare to face everything. Things like plans, marriage, work etc.
Am I the only one who keep worried about this stuffs or there are people out there feeling the same way as me at this age? I'm not prepared. :(
How am I going to settle down? Like what? Get married and pregnant, give birth to all my kids and stay at home? Although I have planned to give birth to only 2 kids, but at what age am I going to carry my first baby? Too early, no cash, too late by the time when I'm 50 years old, my child haven 20?! Sigh.

Shit really just happen in life.
Anyway, there's thin bothering me which I don't really like to share.

"It's not easy to be together. We just have to cherish everything before it too late for anything."