Everything's fine today. Wasn't a bad Monday after all. Father went to work late and after he left house, I went to check on my mother. She was quite fine. Just a little quiet today.
After she left home to fetch my cousin, I went to her room and saw the bag which she packed earlier in the morning was still there. Actually I think she wanted to move out of the house today and stay at my aunt house for a few weeks?
So I think she is feeling better today. She called in the evening asking of I have eaten and she say she going to buy dinner for me.
When she reached home she start talking to me like normal. And I just talk to her and make sure she answer back so I could be assure that she is fine every second. Didn't talk anything about yesterday. But just watch television, solve sudoku together with her. Guess this is the only way which can make her feel better. I was thinking of which country can I bring my mother to take a relax and quiet time. Hmm. Any idea? I really pity my mum for working so hard to raise us and she keep saving up every single cents she could to let us buy all the things we want. I guess after my poly days, I will work and earn money to bring my mum shopping and eat things that she never eat before. In just 2 more years! :) maybe when I have my attachment I can bring her out during weekends when I get my pay. I want to give my mum good life. I want her to live happily. Days with her are getting shorter when each day past.
When we were a baby, mum always do whatever she can to give us the best.
I know she really need a break. Maybe I could bring her to botanic garden one day to see orchid flower. I know she always love big purple orchid and a lot more kinds of orchid. Okay, I think I shall bring her there since there is mrt there already which is much more simple to travel there. Shall turn in now. Have to visit a doctor tomorrow. My sore throat getting worst.