Okays, finally I start to envy couples with photos of kissing. Like those mouth to mouth? I don't know why I suddenly have this jealousy thoughts, but it's just came naturally.
Anyway, I just came back from hubby house overnight. Just cook him some dish and after we ate, we just play iPhone game together. Nothing special happened. Sleep, wake up and eat again. Went home about evening.

Ya, reached home and after my brother made a comment on the tasty rice my mother cook today, my father start to ask my mother don't cook his rice from tmr onwards. Blah blah blah...
They start a quarrel again. Alright, I really think that my father really just have to keep his mouth shut whenever he drink. Seriously, nothing happened before he give all those stupid comment which made my mother sad. Dumb! I really don't wish to scold him here. But where can I vent all my anger at?! To his face? If I said it to his face, I will become a unfilial daughter right?
Talk to someone doesn't really help. I really tried a lot of times. It just doesn't help at all. I'm tired of all this.

I need care and concern, moral support and really in need the sense of belonging in the family. But I found none. In fact, it build me fear of my future marriage. :(

Alright, I'm going to sleep soon. Have lesson tmr. :/