I have to learn to be independent. No longer a teenager. I'm a young adult now. Have to take responsibilities of what I've done.

When the point when you think there is a need to change, you change. To adapt to the environment. So that you wont get hurt that deep.
Easy to say, hard to apply it in life.
YES! That's life.
But I just don't understand why one can change for another, but the another can't change for one.

Life's short, spend it wisely.

I'm back posting at such a late night. :P life is miserable even though I wished to live to the fullest, I'm always chained down on Earth. Recently have been busying revise for my UT3 and really don't have proper sleep and proper meal. Life for me now is "study->sleep->wake up->study->UT" it just go on and on till this coming friday.

Yes! I have already planned what I'm going to do on this coming Friday. After UT, go home eat, CHANGE MY BLOG SKIN. Have been using this skin for like so long and really need a new blog look. Already have the desirable look in mind. And after change my blog skin, I will post my blog everyday. Except those days I will be away from Singapore. Will be going hong kong this coming 16sept till 21 sept. Of course I will be uploading all the photos here. This is going to be the fort time I'm taking a plane. Wonder how will it be like. Of course will have phobia of all the plane stuffs which I have seen on shows. Really scary. It will be a safe flight. Wish there will be wifi at the hotel. So I could be able to contact my mother and brother to make sure things are find at home when I'm away. People said that people's horoscope which are taurus, their home is always important to them. I agree with them. Because I always place my family first. If family is in a mess, I will not go out and take care of them. It's been long since I have go out to town to catch a late night movie or even shopping with my Friends and put family aside. Family need me, I will be there for them. :)

Anyway, I just hope that I will be able to enjoy myself when I'm in Hong Kong. Need to breathe some fresh air. :)

T.R.U.S.T.
I used to trust people easily. Whatever people said, I'll just trust them without thinking if they were lying to me or are they trying to make me a fool. And that was what I used to be.
As I grow older, situation changed. Whatever people said, I think twice. The fact is that, I learnt from my mistake judgments. People who lied to me, betrayed or maybe just simply I don't trust, be it my family members or friends, as long as he/she is a human being on Earth, you misuse the trust I given to you, you can't blame me for not trusting you.

Trust is easy to be said. "I trusted you.", "You're the only one I trusted.", "trust me."..
But things are much more complicated than what you can even say. It might just turns out to be "I trusted you so much and you did this to me!". Seriously, I'm sick and tired of saying this sentence over and over again. Not to people in the face, but when I'm all alone thinking about it.

"Once bitten, twice shy."
People who get hurt once, you think the next time they will not be careful than usual? Think about it.
And this is the reason why you don't get the trust from them.
When a glass break, no matter how hard you try to fix it back, there will still be crack on it. Pain and hurt had already cause them to beware of whatever they trust.

Next time when you are going to do something which will lead one to not trust in you again, think about what are the consequences. Don't wait till the day when they found out that you had been lying to them, and then you start pointing fingers at them. Saying that you had done so much and they don't trust in you. It's you who ruined the trust between he/she and you.
And.. This is not what they wanted to behave like.

Celebrated my mummy's birthday!
She start to be cheerful a bit. Cheers. I'm glad that she enjoyed herself today. Me and my brother bought her a bag to replace her old one. She look happy and I think she feel that we kids are important to her somehow which make her feel blessed and live on for us. Hope this last. This coming Saturday, I will be bringing her to Suntec city for lunch. But I will tell her that it's my boyfriend wanted to treat her to celebrate her birthday. <3
HUBBY already agreed with that. Hope she won't keep pushing money to my HUBBY on that day. :) anyway hubby have been working. So I think Hunby can use this excuse to cover my treat instead. :P maybe we can visit Ashley at Macdonald too. :) my mummy's god daughter. Hahah.. Is rare that my friend become my nummy's god daughter. Ashely had been buying present for my mum on Christmas, Chinese new year and my mummy's birthday.
Seriously, none of my friends could remember my father's name, mother's name and wen can memories my address so well. :)
Hmm... Alright, have to stop here. Tmr there is still school. It's a bit retard to have school right after a PH. Moreover it's a National day.

No feel to post anything recently. Just no mood for everything else.