Friday, July 26, 2013 ❤
After finishing my internship, my life is now stressed up again.
Parents have been quarreled for years and things are turning from bad to worst. This coming Tuesday my father will be going to China. I don't really know what is his motive for going to China, but my mum keep having the thoughts that my father go China is because he want to see that women. Though I had planned and getaway for my mummy on the day which my father will be going oversea, I don't think she will be enjoying herself and be relax.
Can tell that she is feeling super upset. She had been drinking and making herself drunk in the night so she could sleep in the night. This is the reason she give me when she wants to drink. But I know deep down her heart she is feeling sad and not worthy for herself. I really felt so stressed up when I see my mum feeling like this and I can't do a single thing. But lucky I still have a listening ear and also I could keep her accompany now as I'm still on my holidays. I don't know what would happened if my holidays ends.
Another person who I worried about is my brother. He have been experiencing failed relationships recently and each an every failed relationship he had he would also want to get himself drunk and keep having the thoughts of dying. I don't know should I blame all his girlfriend for breaking up with him. But most importantly, I wish I could change his thoughts and thinking. So he would not have much negative thoughts.
Apparently, my relationship are stable which I think now is the only thing which is perfect in my life. Though sometime we have small tiff, but I still glad that my boyfriend is so caring towards me and also protecting me whenever he can. Now I wish my family can get back to what it use to be. A quiet and less quarrel environment. I'm glad that my boyfriend promised me that next time after marriage, he would stay faithful to me and he also want me to assure him that I would stay faithful.
I just wish I had a happy family and not like keep on having quarrel everyday. I wish the near future can be a better one and hope that life would be better for everyone.
"A good girl is not a girl who will cause you to give up your life, but worth your life to protect her."
LI YAN ❤ LI GUANG
Always the one I teasure.
8:53 AM
MY HUSBAND !