Monday, April 21, 2014 ❤
Exactly 2 more weeks will be the due date for my baby Clara. It feels kind of excited and with a bit of anxious about all the procedures that is going to take place. Probably this is the first time that's why I'm feeling like this. My birthday is around the corner and I somehow feels that this year my birthday would be spending it at home taking care of my little baby girl. I think if any of my friends which are going to buy me presents, it would be for baby Clara and not for me. Aww man~ I'm going to be having presentless birthday for the upcoming few years. :(
Guess last year is the last birthday which I would received present for me. Hahah..Actually, I don't mind if I don't received present, just a short birthday wish would already be enough for me. Because true friends remember when is your birthday.
Soon my big belly will be gone and I am going to miss it. It's been with me for so long and I just feel so 不舍得. But I'm sure she will be a good girl and will always stick with me all the time. Really going to love her with my whole heart. Just 2 more weeks! There's check up tomorrow. Have to turn in now.
LI YAN
❤ LI GUANG

Always the one I teasure.
2:30 AM
Tuesday, April 8, 2014 ❤
In less than a month, my baby girl will be saying HELLO to the world.
It's an excited matter for me. She have been in me for the past few months and she would make me hungry in the middle of the night and crave for weird food like potatoes, ice cream, pizza, tom yam soup and the weirdest would be popcorn (It's specifically Garrett cheese and caramel). **Which I had not even fulfill the craving yet.
If you ask me what is the most wonderful things about pregnancy, I would say that it would be the feeling of someone is always there for me whenever I am feeling low/happy. It's like different feeling from having a loving husband which you could also share your unhappy and happy moments with. Whenever I'm feeling low, she would never fail to accompany me by kicking me and moving around underneath my skin. It's like when you are upset at a point where no one is around you family and friends would be like 8 numbers away and maybe they would not be able to pick up their phone with their busy schedules and your little one inside you would be the one which will be accompany you throughout. Even though she is unable to reply to what I had whine about, the presence of her with me is already enough.
And whenever I'm feeling happy, I would tap on my tummy and talk to her how contented I am. Smiling to myself whenever I talk to her. I know I sound like I acted like a retard, but the blissful feeling which you are feeling is unable to explain.
And if you ask me what is the most hateful thing about pregnancy I would say that it would be the morning sickness which I had experience in the early stage of pregnancy. It's like for breakfast, lunch and dinner you had to make sure that the food you buy is able to suit your appetite. If someone buy food for your meal, you need to pray hard that the smell of the food will not make you feel like vomiting. For me, I cannot tolerate the smell of garlic. Any soup with garlic and those Chilli sauce with garlic it would make me feel like vomiting.
After the morning sickness is gone, the backache strikes. Sitting for too long and standing for too long would cause your back to be painful to the point where you are unable to stand up. After the backache comes the leg cramps. Which really is like someone is twisting your legs when you are sleeping and make you wide awake. I am lucky I don't have edema (swollen leg due to the accumulation of fluid in your interstitium which will cause your legs to swell.).
Now just have to wait for her to come to the world to say hello to mummy and daddy. I'm sure she would be mummy's and daddy's little princess. Just can't wait anymore longer for her arrival.
I love you BABY GIRL. Please be good to mummy when you are coming out. Mummy would take the most useless pain relief so that you won't have any side effect.
Would you want to be on the same birthday as mummy? :) It's just 1 day before your EDD. So if you want, on mummy's birthday, mummy would spend the day in the hospital waiting for your arrival and you would be the best birthday present mummy had.
LI YAN
❤ LI GUANG

Always the one I teasure.
12:53 PM