Thursday, September 18, 2014 ❤
My HUSBAND
Ever since I have delivered my baby, my blog post seems to be all about my little princess and nothing much about my husband. However this time, I will post something different. Yesterday was our monthsary which marks our 5 years 8 months being together. Didn't had the chance to snap a picture of us and post anything on Instagram to celebrate our monthsary as my little princess was ill. So I guess I shall post something special for him on my blog. :)
We had been together for so long since we were in secondary five. At that time, I have experienced so much of jealousy and I wonder if we could last till we are old enough to get married. Yes, I'm feeling insecure back then. Of course you always assure me this and that. And I still can't feel the security. After a few years being together, our love grew much stronger. There were endless of me getting jealous and always sending message that I am super upset, but each time out love grew a bit stronger.
Few years back, remembered that my family is having some problems and you never failed to be by my side. Always come over to my house when you hear me quarreling with my father because of my mum. You always came to check if I'm okay. Back then, I think I'm have aniexty problem. Everytime I would be worried for nothing. Everytime you would calm down. And you starting to give me the security I need in my life during that point.
Last year, when we found out that I'm pregnant, you gave me all the attention and you are always by my side. I guessed that is when I felt the most protected and full of security part of my life. You would assist me in everything I do. Wait for me to end school, come fetch me home from school and helping me to carry my heavy bag. I felt like I'm an extinct animal under protection. But the feeling of my precious husband taking care of me is really heaven.
And there is something really going to extinct in my life. And it's a photo of just you, my husband, alone in my phone. My phone now currently only have you and baby Clara in the photo. I must admit that, we really having lesser photos of just you and me together already.
You are really a good husband and also a good daddy. After marriage, I know I had become very naggy and sometime bad attitude toward you. And everything that in unhappy about, I would always blame you and scold you. Guess I'm just feeling insecure and unprotected. Ya. Sometimes, just felt sad because no one ever asked me how am I and what I'm really thinking about and things always doesn't goes my way and I'm here alone outside without my own family members. That's why I'm always eager to go visit my mum every weekends.
I'm happy to have you as my husband and that is one of the things that I does to regret in my whole life. You are a gifted to me. And you gave me a pleasant surprise of baby Clara. She had cheered so many people's life up after her arrival.
You don't stop learning as a husband and daddy. From zero to hero. I'm glad that you had learnt how to bath a baby, change her diaper, feed her medication, carry her and pat her to sleep and also a lot more things which you had learnt how to take care of an infant. I love you more each day and always. xoxo.
LI YAN ❤ LI GUANG
Always the one I teasure.
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MY HUSBAND !